Right in my heart, I see
The deepest part of myself.
Deep within my soul, I feel
The Joy and Sorrow within every heartbeating moment.
Sometimes I wish I could, turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could, so badly..
And, that makes MEMORY worth keeping.
Stop moving forward with my wearied soul
Stay and turn back
Every teary and cheerful moment in the past
Makes me Smile sincerely~~
Every teary and cheerful moment in the past
Thaw my heart
Now, I could continue walking on the mysterious long path of life~
today is the celebration for the July gals n guys.....everybody is in pink while us, the bday guys n gals is in white.... there are 10 of us, wei yen gathered us at pe block reading room, we were informed to bring extra shirt, n b4 tat, i heard tat they will play around with us using water, flour n cream.... n weiyen keep saying tat tat was my suggestion, i admit that i hv said tat, bt actually this was weiyen n jia wen's plan during 1st sem ( i dunno wether they still rmmb anot), as a result, 10 of us started to worry wat will happen when we reach sp.... when we reach sp corner, everybody was standing there waiting for us,there were a lot of balloons, n 4 CAKES on the table....
the 1st one is seng eu n weihong's, 2nd one is mine, janesh n jiading's, 3rd one is sookyan,......., 4th one is katrina n mk's
we sang bday song in english n cantonese version, after the song, we hv to take out the candles with our mouth.....omg...tat is wat i oways do to those who r bday, bt no one push our head to the cake...phew...luckily...we show our present to everyone, wei hong get a bag, seng eu get a bag, a purse n a turtle (penyu), n also weiyen's kiss...mk n katrina get a pair of shoes, i get tvxq posters n also a cup......wei hong n seng eu n their present
wow....wei yen n seng eu...so sweet
wei yen n seng eu....the penyu from wei yen
me n my present--tvxq
after that, those who were in pink went away, 10 of us queue up in a line, follow weiyen walk to the basketball court behind sp, all of them form a circle, n we were asked to form another small circle inside the big circle and also close our eyes (jia wen was quite fierce...)...once again they sang bday song, bt this time they run around...suddenly, a water balloon hit us n water splash.....at tat moment, everyone run around to throw n hide away from water balloons, the basketball court suddenly turn into a "lively" place, somebody even splash the water in the pile to us....haha, it was fun... we went back to sp to eat the cakes, besides eating the cake, we played with the cake n cream.....everyone smeared each other with cake n cream, it was smelly, bt we enjoy it...hehe... after the celebration, some of us had our breakfast there, the auntie belanja those bday pals ice cream....
jae son, jason, sun hoe, ren bing, kai fu and wei hong were looking at those posters, they even pose as how tvxq pose n took picture...omg...tat was funny
RenBing, KaiFu, SunHoe, JaeSen, Jason
when we attend the management class, janesh, jia ding n those ta1 guys like hving party behind, they brought a lot food n drinks, such as my fav mamees, chocalate, cola, n they share with us too..hehe......they even brought the vodka, n asked me drink it also, according to weiyen, it represent the 1st swig of alcohol we drank at 18 yrs old (means tat we r free to do anything)....
Everything that is happening around us is so dramatic.......
I just realize that, from the 1st sem until now, 2nd sem, so many things hv happened...dramatically.... everyday i go to utar, sure got new story to know abt...... i think if i recorded everything, i can publish a book, the topic....... "my life in utar"...XD when i told my high skul's fren abt things tat happened around me, he told me tat my uni's life is so "fun", n he would like to experience the uni's life in utar for a week.....lolz..... now i found tat i got alot alot alot to share with my high skul's frens, bt everybody is busying with their own work, if nt i sure will call them to chat, especially sook yee.......^^
as these incidents happening,somebody will b very happy, somebody might get hurt, somebody might feel sad, somebody might feel annoying, somebody will feel angry, somebody will find their true frens, some will expose their negative side of personality, somebody even found their true love, some betrayed by frens, somebody............bt this is wat we call skul (uni)'s life.......dude, appreciate whatever that is happening now
20 June....Liang Chun's bday... haha, he is the bday boy, bt we asked him to buy cake, ask him to pay for the cake (just joking with him la)...me, liangyin, shook shin, yuan shiaunn , liang chun, yijie, kok ann went to kepong station 1 cafe....8 sth chat until 11.20pm, talk alot things abt prefectorial board, talk alot 38 things.....it was fun!!!
yijie, yuan shiaunn, kok ann, liangyin, me, shook shin n liang chun
i failed my driving test for 2nd time.......tat was sad..... i wanted to rasuah bt, unfortunately, the head of jpj was there, n they dun dare to take the money, so i failed my road test...again..... last time i failed parking, this time, i failed bukit..... i cried in the toilet, bt the reason i cry nt just bcos i fail the test, bt i felt very touching.....wei yen n su hsiang skipped mass comm lecture class, rush to the center to find me from utar, alot of my friends kept calling me n sms me to console me (once wei yen called me, my hp cant stop ringing), the 2 gals tat i knew at the center, those malay gal n aunties ( that i dunno them) keep on console n encourage me.....at 1st i was still able to control the tears from dropping out, bt the more they did tat, the more i feel like crying...
"nok ling, are u ok?" "nok ling, what happenned?" "nok ling, dun cry..." "nok ling, 你还好吗?" "nok ling, 不要伤心啦.." "nok ling, 我们 'cang1' 你的" "你酱会弄到我们很心痛野" "u still hv many chance" "tak apa la, boleh buat lagi.." "u fail ke? tak apa, saya pun fail 2nd time..." "those who retest many times, mostly will bcum the pro drivers next time.." XD "不用紧的,要心平气和,很多人都是考多多次才pass,不要伤心啊.." from my dad, i called him once i failed, this was the 1st thing tat made me cry...
haha, thx everyone.....bcos of u guys, this time i m nt tat sad as the 1st time i failed (my confidence was totally gone when i failed for the 1st time) no matter how many time i fail, how many time i retest, i will keep on gambateh (bt the money....T.T), bt i think my next retest will b on september sem break, i couldnt miss any mass comm class anymore, or else i will get barred from the exam
10th of June... wei yen's special day!! haha!! she keep on smiling n laughing the whole day, u can c the happiness on her face, she couldn't fall asleep so she sms me, sze teng, jia wen n su hsiang at 3am!!! girls who r in love r mostly behave like tat i think....haha well, my friends around me hv bf edi....omg...
sookyee, tingpei, puisee ... we all GAMBATEH la...hehe
i hv downloaded the Dream Concert video, dream concert is a korea summer concert which held once a year, TVXQ was the finale performer for dream concert 2007 n 2008...... tvxq has great amount of fans (cassiopeia) attend the concert, the whole stadium r almost red (n blue also, for super junior's fans) Cassiopeia was great, with red balloons n red light sticks, they gave full support to their idols, they sang song to micky who just celebrated his 22 bday, they wave their hp with the hp light blinking when they were singing "tonight", that was so nice....tvxq sang "purple line" n "tonight" live!!! i love to listen the song "tonight", especially live, bt it did not appear in the video, so i just watch it at youtube...TVXQ did an extremely great performance, especially when they sang "tonight", they could sing n control their voice well even though the pitch is very very high, n their voice r full of power!!!
wow, see the fans at dream concert!!! the RED represent TVXQ!!
Girls Generation, the new korean gal band were boycotted by fans of other bands in the concert as their fans behave rudely.......their fans tear the banner of super junior, cause ELF, super junior's fans screamed n cried, often critic other singers on the net, these irritates the other... thus, cassiopeia, elf, tripple-s (fans of SS501), fans of wonder girl cooperate to "kena" girls generation, they keep away all their balloons n switch off the light sticks or glowing sticks when gal generation were performing, the whole stadium was dark, except the stage n the small part of gal generation's fans, it was totally dark, 50000 audiences kept quite to boycott them, i dislike them too, so i hv no comment on it...........the only thing i can say is, the power of korea fans r unpredictable!!! offend them.....DIE.....hehe
finish my additional driving lesson, the uncle just let me drive myself, from bukit to parking to 3 point turn, i repeated the circulation for 2 hours........bt the office suddenly called me n told me that my driving test will b postponed to next monday....GOSH!!!
after that went to 1u find kim, erin n gillian, the main purpose we went there is to help erin look for her prom night stuff.....we went to a lot of boutique to find prom night dress, me n gillian tried those prom night dress as well......n i realize that i must KEEP FIT!!!! i hv bought a high heels, same as jia wen's purple colour high heels, bt mine is brown, very high
gillian, me n erin
me n gillian wearing the same dress
seems like me n gillian hv tried more dress than erin
after tat, me n my family went to hv reunion dinner with my relatives, haha, vegetarian again...... my grandfather n my aunties r all vegetarian.....
The bday cake with a candle in the middle, bday gal is goin to take out the candle with her mouth
TCs were in pink
you yean, zhen hui, jason....quite gay la....hehe..bt it's nice
WOW....alot of balloonsssss
c wat they did to the bday gal, she was standing "among" the balloons n they burst the balloons!!! sze teng was so funny, she took out her slipper to burst the balloons...haha
price of petrol increase, price of electricity increase, public transport fee also increase, INCREASE INCREASE INCREASE.......wanna hang out with frens, parents sure will complain tis expensive complain tat expensive...
situation of petrol station at 4th of june 2008, 11.45pm--tat was a long long q
situation of petrol station at 5th of june 2008, 12.05am--tat was empty once the price raise
oh ya, i failed my driving test...T.T...parking n on the road (4get to change gear, just maintain at 2nd gear...XD).... i dun like to wait there la, its like wasting my time, from morning 8am until 2pm, the feeling was damn scary, feel lonely, scary, nervous, unhappy, sad (failed my parking).....OMG!!! feel like wanna cry tat time.....haiz....
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: Christal Birth Date: 13-07-1990 Current Status: Single Eye Colour: Black Hair Colour: Brown n Black Righty or Lefty: Righty
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE My Heritage: Chinese My Fears: fat !!! My Weaknesses: lazy, not independence My Perfect Pizza: any spicy pizza
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW My Thoughts First Waking Up: can i sleep longer?? My Bedtime: 12am during skuls day, 4am during holidays My Most Missed Memory: when i was studying in high skul
LAYER 4: MY PICK Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's Single or Group Dates: Group can have more fun!!! Adidas or Nike: whatever Tea or Nestea: whatever... Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocalate !!! Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
LAYER 5: DO YOU... Smoke: Noooooope, hate smoke Take a Shower: Yeah.. Have a Crush: of course Think You've Been In Love: dunno Go To School: Yeah Want To Get Married: when i meet the correct person in the correct time with the correct feel Believe In Yourself: YES!! Think You're a Health Freak: No!!! enjoying life (eat junk food, listen to mp3 with a very loud volume, sleep late....) LAYER 6: IN THE PAST Drank Alcohol: yup Gone To The Mall: been there lotss... Been On Stage: yes, when i was a prefect Eaten Sushi: sushi king, genki sushi, sakae sushi..... Dyed Your Hair: yup
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER... Played A Stripping Game: Nope Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Yeah but then i m still the same...
LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING... To Be Married: 25 n above
LAYER 9: IN A GUY... Best Eye Colour: black, hazel brown Best Hair Colour: colour which suitable for tat guy Short Hair or Long Hair: short, could b long bt not too much n be clean
LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING... A Minute Ago: editing blog... Hour Ago: watching chao ji xing guang da dao 4.5 Hours Ago: hving steamboat 1 Month Ago: enjoying my holidays Year Ago: prepare for school exam
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES... I love: TVXQ! I feel: boring I hate: homework... I hide: my weakness... I miss: anyone dat is important to me.. I need: frens n things tat i like
Tag to: jia wen, hui yun, gillian, n anyone who wants
goin to sit 4 my driving test.....nervous...sked.....i dun wanna fail!!!! especially bukit..... i dun hv confidence in doing balancing... i tot i could do 3 point turn well, bt ytd, the uncle ask me to do parking n 3 point turn by myself, he went to the other place to wait for me, i reverse my car while i m doin 3 point turn, but the tyre behind goin to bang the border b4 i drive my car into the correct position, malu la, bt luckily nobody saw (i think), so i just drive away (i din success to do the 3 point turn), bt when uncle ask me "ok anot", i replied "ok"....XD..... GAMBATEH n GOOD LUCK for myself !!! ^^